I have spent my life avoiding solid negative emotions that make me feel like shit. Why in the world did I think it was a good idea to open the scars on my heart? Why in the world do I think that being vulnerable is necessary for growth when it hurts?
Because no matter how much this sucks, the bleeding will stop and the scars will heal over. Fighting a losing battle is not healthy and I will be better and stronger for the experience. In fact this decision was made for me and it’ll be easier to walk away.
At least I am aware of my new found capacities to be vulnerable. I will own them and wear them proudly for others to learn from. Also-when one tiny door closes bigger doors open. Doors that are healthy and vibrantly colored. But for now-I’ll sit and heal.
Happiest of Monday’s to you.
❤️ ~WM~
Whiskey Momma 