Ahhhh….the doors of love have been opened and are swinging wide in my world. What does that shit even mean?? Well it may mean a few things. But most of all it means I have the feels and more specifically, having real and strong human feelings! Yikes!
I have talked about my “in-love” experiences-meaning, never have I ever…and there was the jealousy thing one or two times. However, those feelings solidified one of my best friendships. Then there’s the “what if I settled, nope not gonna do that” game. Then BAM!
After resorting to singledom for the rest of eternity (not to be confused with being unhappy cause I rocked being single) as a result of confusion and games, I was gently reminded by one of my favorite humans that he knew I could “give a fuck less about love and men” and then told me “had an admirer.” The statement was laughable. I cringed. I wanted no part of this male human. Ugh.
But after being told how he was the most incredibly kind human(which BTW, is true)…and me being prone to challenging those theories…the rest, they say, is history. My friend was spot on. This guy was and is incredible. He’s funny, smart,(smarter than anyone I’ve ever met) and I can breath easy and not have to carry the conversation. Not to say I don’t yap-cause I do. But it’s easy. I’ve met only three guys that I could really carry a conversation with, but there were other puzzle pieces missing.
The pieces of the puzzle are absolutely complete now. I’m not gonna go too deep into the reasons why, however, I can say I’ve never felt more human, more loved, and more like I’m living-versus just being alive. There is no drama and no bullshit. When he talks to me, he’s present. Not on his phone, not talking to other girls, and no bullying or power trip bullshit.
One big character trait I am fond of is honesty. I remember when I’d lie to my mom and she’d say-“don’t lie to me” and finally I was like, “are you sure you want to know the truth?” She said she was, but she stopped asking me questions. I think over time, my honesty made her blush. So, to receive the pure unadulterated truth at the end of the hard conversations, knowing that no matter what bumps we hit he will be honest is very refreshing.
My guy is driven by “doing no harm” and being a responsible and kind human. I’m not saying others aren’t, I’m just saying he is and he is so good at this. He’s secure in himself, he is driven to be successful and and happy, and is super secure with my success. In fact he beams with pride and builds me up higher and higher everyday with his encouragement.
Honestly, I can’t imagine a life where this human of mine doesn’t exist. Is it fast, maybe…but the universe is telling me that love is all around me and I’ve been blessed. I’m not a gusher…but this human brings out the feels and they’re the most honest, the realest and deepest, quite possibly the healthiest feelings I have ever experienced.
Honestly…
What a magnificent journey we’ve been on so far. Who is ready for the next adventure? This guy of mine knows the task of being hitched to WM…let’s make sure he is brought to task…jk-but honestly…~WM~
Whiskey Momma 